So, it seems like this weekend is going to be a good one. I'm optimistic and hopeful that one of the things i have been trying to manifest for the last few months will finally come through bigger and better than i can possibly imagine.
At this point i have to tie up loose ends over the course of the next month and get ready for the next great adventure. I am hoping for one thing... have a fall back plan incase it doesnt materalize... and have an emergency plan incase everything falls through. Honestly though.. i know in my heart that what i want the most will come to be very soon. Then... my life will get really interesting.
I heard a bit of sad news about a friends situation last night and it brought up feelings from a time long ago... i see history starting to repeat and while i want to do something to help... i am not in a position to and if i try to help in anyway it could create a codependant situation which is not what i would want. At this point... in that situation... i think it is better to give console from a far and hope for the best. If she truly wants it to work out... it will... she just has to believe there is a silver lining and know that this is only a minor stepping stone on the road to a better life.
Tonight we may have someone coming over the house for dinner, which is cool because generally its just me and my roommate. After dinner, i dont have any concrete plans yet but i do intend on having a good night. We have plenty of beer.. and i recently downloaded Doom on my PS4 and i have yet to try it. If the roommate decides him and his friend are going to watch movies all night, i'll probably head out to the city and see whats going on.
Honestly i am still getting "back on track" from being without my pills for 5 days... 3-4 years ago i couldnt even handle going without for a day or two... so the fact i made it through 5 days without a major emotional breakdown is progress... however it was stupid of me to risk a major emotional breakdown... I'll try to learn from the experience and move forward with a bit more thought when it comes time to my pills running low.
My horoscope says i have money coming to me from a career or venture that i am involved in... I can think of one thing in particular that i am hoping is the source. Time will tell though. Just have to believe it to be true... and it will become true.
Tomorrow... in the morning i do not have much going on. Likely i'll spend the morning cleaning up the house and relaxing. The weather is supposed to be nice so i may try to go fishing. In the evening i have to go into work so that way i can confirm there was no damage from the planned power outage. Sunday i do not have much planned and i believe the heat is finally going to break so that's a good thing... Monday... i am going to visit my uncle and time permitting... may stop by a friends for their BBQ.
I'll write more this weekend if the moment strikes me but otherwise it probably wont be until next week that the next entry gets put in...
My 30th year is already half over... and already so much has changed.. I am Optimistic that the second half of my 30th year will be just as fun and exciting... with changes a plenty... and hopefully... i'll be on track by my 31st birthday.... to start doing what i truly want to do with my life... Become a travel blogger... and travel photographer. If it's in the cards.. and truly what i'm meant to do... then the universe will make it a reality.
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