Since Sunday, i've kinda felt like shit. Sunday during the day and evening i did a little too much partying and as a result the last two days i've been feeling terrible. I figure it's been a major combination of withdrawals from alcohol as i pretty much drank for two weeks straight.. I don't recommend it really.
There is a time and a place for everything and drinking mass quantities of alcohol was something that was better left at college in my late teens / early twenties... Doing it at this age has serious effects on my mental and physical health. The only silver lining really is that i think i got past the whole "lets party phase" yesterday... today i've been very tired... and run down. The weather today has been mostly cloudy with the humidity very high... the storms are west of us in NY right now and honestly... i'd wish they'd come through the area to kill off some of the humidity.
One plus about today... is I'm cat sitting my cat for the next ten days or so... which is rather nice. I missed my best friend a lot and even though he's a cat... he's a lot more understanding and caring than most of the people i see on a regular basis.
Tonight we are having pork chops for dinner... i am not sure what else we are having with them yet but i figure it will be good.
I am happy overall... i just wish i could break out of this funk... my "typical" tuesday which i've had the couple of weeks didn't happen today... which could be good or bad depending on the perspective. I got my business packet in for A-Bomb's Computer Repair, LLC so thats kinda cool... it means i can start actually marketing my computer services to the general public. I am not sure yet when i will be doing that... just like I'm not sure when i am going to be starting to offer uber rides. Two highly viable sources of income that I'm just not going after for fear that.... idk... just out of fear. The Sun just started peaking out of the clouds... which is a nice thing... still muggy though.
I think my thing is theres one thing i really want to happen and i don't know how to make it happen... ya know. I think if i move out of my current place sometime in the next few months it may help me get back on track in comparison to where i am not. Not that i'm in a bad spot... but i know know that i'm not on course for where i was hoping to be.... Tomorrow needs to be a better day. Sitting around obsessing about something that i have no control over is not working out for me. Honestly... it's "possible" but its beyond my control and really up to fate at this point. Of course... its funny to read my horoscope because it's basically telling me that what i want is right around the corner... but honestly... i don't know which corner or even if I'm on the right street ya know.
But... can anything really be put into horoscopes? i mean... its based on the movement of the planets and if you believe that "everything connected" then yes... a planet millions of miles away is affecting everything and it should be trusted... but really.. which one should i look at... theres at least a couple of dozen on the internet... which one is the "right" one?
any who... i guess thats all for now... i'll write again tomorrow when i am in better spirits.
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